I've been chatting online with a man named Rob who lives about an hour from us.  We met through an adult website meant to help like-minded people get together from sex.  He seems like a decent guy, good-looking, friendly and capable of talking of more than just sex.

A lot of the men who have contacted me come on very strong at first.  The first message to me might be "I want to lick your pussy".  How am I supposed to respond to that??

I'm not saying that I'm shocked or a prude, but I'm not looking for cyber sex.  If I were, that kind of talk would like do the trick.

And while I'm on the topic of men who contact me to introduce themselves, I have to mention grammar and punctuation.  Honestly, I can't even understand what some of them are trying to say.  Men, please know that intelligence (or at the least the pretence of intelligence) is a turn-on.  Use capitals when its called for and the ocassional period or comma wouldn't go amiss.

Anyway, so after a couple of weeks of online chatting, Rob and I made arrangements to meet near where I live.  One of our many local Tim Hortons was the meeting place.  I was very nervous.  I asked myself why.  I mean, I'd come to the conclusion a long time ago that if I were to pursue this alternative lifestyle, I'd have to be less picky than I might have been choosing a life partner.  I'd obviously still want him to be clean, decent-looking and at least a little bit intelligent, but let's face it, I wasn't looking to fall in love.

It stands to reason then that the men are likely to be less picky too.  I say that because there seems to be a shortage of woman surfing these sites and loads of men.

So what did I have to worry about meeting Rob face to face?  He'd seen my pictures.  I'd been honest with him about height, weight, age, etc.

When he wrote to me after the meeting, he made it clear that he was very interested in taking things further with me.  He called me beautiful and sexy.

I guess he said all the right things because I have made plans to meet up with him at a nearby hotel on Wednesday next week.

David is supportive but slightly withdrawn.  I'm a little worried that he'll pull the plug at the last minute, but I really just want him to be happy and I'll stand by whatever he wants.

I'm doing this for me, of course, but we started talking about this because it turned David on.  If nerves or fears plays a bigger part in his thinking, then it's not worth doing.

Will I get to fuck Rob on Wednesday?